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September 28, 2011


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Journal Entry: Wed Sep 28, 2011, 1:31 AM


I announce a new kiriban - catch my 644 444 pageviews and send me a printscreen as a proof via note to gain a feature! :nod: it is not that close, but it might come very soon ;)

Nah, I am in very bad mood. My dad offered me, that I can teach him and his colleague English. It would be a nice part-time job, which would give me enough money for ZOO trips. I was a bit shy about it, as I did not have enough self-confidence to accept it, as I did not know if my English is good enough. My father was angry that I refused it and for weeks, he kept talking about it, that I am unwilling to earn easy money and so. But then TVD-Photography came to my country and I somehow did not have problems to use English (heh, I hope so, Dani - I know I made many mistakes, but I think you could understand me, right?). Also my cousin Marek and his girlfriend Tereza encouraged me to take this form of part-time job. They both said that my English is good enough.
So I got a little more self-confidence, I got home and told my father, that I can give him and his colleague some English lessons.
My father immediately told me, that he does not want me to do so, that it would make him feel uncomfortable.
I just gazed at him with disbelief and my mom did too.
My dad then said, that he never asked me for any lessons for him and his colleage, and that it was surely an idea of my mom.
But only two weeks ago, when there was a family birthday party, he asked my cousin for English lessons for money and he also asked Tereza to provide him and his colleages those lessons, when ,,Woxys does not want to take this fantastic chance to earn some money".
So not only he made me feel like a crap, he even lied to me without any shame. He used this offer only to speak about it for WEEKS, being angry with me. Obviously, this offer was never real, it just served as a chance for reproaching.

Haha. I know why he does not want me to take it. He is an employee of a design company - there are all those tv-like sexy young fresh cool people around him. He wants to be a part of them. He did not have any problem when he provided very well-paid part-time job for my sister, as she is very pretty, young, blonde and slim. That did not make him feel uncomfortable, heh. I do not look attractive at all, he does not want his colleagues to see me. Now I really feel like a piece of a shit :no:

I will also probably not get to Nuremberg. Nah. I am just angry, because my parents always speak about a possibily to go there - and they always refuse to go there when it is already 10 PM, so I can not take a bus. OMG, why do not they just say, that they do NOT want to go at all?
It is crazy - if I go alone by BUS, I finally pay almost 2 000 Czech crowns.
If whole our family went by our family car, the same price would be for trip of four persons! :(
But no, they rather go biking. Biking, biking, biking. No new trip, just biking every weekend, every free day. Nah.

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Asagi-K-Kurosaki Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2011  Professional Writer
I know how you feel, my dad does stuff like that to me too =_=
aprecio Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2011
6th one is my favourite this time.
purplepixie88 Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Your dad kinda sounds like an ass. I'm sorry he's treating you like that. And I'm sorry you won't get to go to Nuremburg. I hope things look up for you soon. :hug:
panda69680102 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Don't be down. I hope everything gets better. My dad has always seemed to think less of me because I am neither his oldest, (he favors my sister) and my reproductive organs are in the wrong location. (I was supposed to be a boy and he definitely wants more to do with my brother than either myself or my sister.) I have lived in their shadows as the middle child all of my life. It isn't fair, but I have learned to live with it. I just look at it this way he is the one that is loosing out not me. I treat both of my kids equally and I do the same with my step-daughter.

Beautiful photos as always.
KIARAsART Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2011  Professional General Artist
The prideful fox is so sweet!
The being said. What is wrong with your dad?! Sorry, but first of you are his daughter. Even IF you would be the hunchback of Notre-dam he would have to protect you from feeling bad. BUT as I can remember we saw a picture of you some when and you are not err 'unsexy' or anything!! Don't you think so!! Really, I am disappointed from your dad. Best is, you tell him how that made you feel. Then he hopefully will recognize his bad behaviour.

I'll go to Nürnberg next week with my department of biology education. I'll dedicate dolphin shots to you.

Now, smile and lift your head up. :hug:
Evetsu Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2011
Your father sounds like my sister's future father-in-law... it's best if I keep my comments to myself about him as a person, but I wish you the best.
VampireNerd13 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aww, That's horrible D: I'm sure your dad didn't mean to make you feel bad, he probably just wasn't thinking...?

Gret pictures, as always :D
GottaLoveMushrooms Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2011
Aw, I'm very sorry about that. I hope you can tell him how you feel, and that he will understand and apologize (though I'm sure many other people commented telling you the same things :P). I definitely think your English is very fluent, and it's in fact hard to tell that it isn't your first language, so I'm sorry he set you up like that :no:
I hope you feel better. :hug:
FefaGriffin Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm pretty sure you are beautiful! On your own way, but, yes, you are! =) And your english is better than maaaaany americans I know!! Go, woxys, go!! =D

And the wolf HAHAHAHA
K9Creator Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I feel so bad for you! :( He was prrobably mad at you for declining, and after a few weeks forgot about it...

I love the cheetah and the wolf though! :D
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