Omg, was my previous journal really posted more than two weeks ago, although I promised to post more of them?
I am so sorry, I am busy and tired. I am not used to wake up at 5:50 AM, so although I get home quite early, I am usually very tired and fall asleep about 10 PM.
I was also very disappointed about that canceled trip to black wolves, so I felt kind of empty and dull and I did not feel like being active.
So... interested in news?
I am still losing weight: next tuesday, my 12 weeks PC program ends. I have to say that since I started to go on my internship in a marketing company, I do not even start it, although I used to fill it completely in previous months. When I work, I have to go to a local univerzity canteen to have a lunch, because the marketing company does not have a microwave in an office. So I can not control the ingrediences of the lunch, which is the main dish of a day
so I feel it is pointless to try to fill the rest of the categories of the program.
But well, I eat 5 dishes a day, still trying to have some 5200 Kj... and I spend like 5 hours or so (a week) by active movement. I go a big part of the journey back home from job on foot (5-6 Km a day) or I go for fast 6 Km / hour walking with my sister in the evening.
It has good results.
I think now I can tell you I had like 96 kg (probably even more) when I started.
And I am very short, having just 157 cm. So you can imagine how much my legs and joilts (and self-confidence) suffered.
Now I have 74,5 Kg. Which means I am almost in "overweight" category, while I started in "Obesity II", which already means very big risk for health.
I think it is a good progress... I now buy my clothes in "M" size, which is really neat.
The goal is 60 Kg, which is „normal weight"
a long way to go, but still... I kick and have success in this.
So what do I do in these days?
The situation with grandda seems to be stablized now. It really seems his the worsts behavior was affected by the results (both physical and psychological) of that surgery. He is back to his old-self, which is far from ideal, but at least we are not stressed and trembling with fear every day. I can even talk to him by phone, because I know he feels alone. But the problem is that I used to love to give him a call few times a week to have a chat. But now I kind of need to force myself to give him a call – I mostly do it just for him and because I consider it right.
Hm. I even do many things for free now.
Checking texts for corrections, trying to find info for my beloved cousin's bussiness, whole internship (and I work even more than they want me to), fight agains the dolphin circus in Prague... My parents want me to start a marketing campaign for them, but I know that I would just waste my energy...
It takes several hours a week above my normal internship work.
But those activities are not paid, so my parents are super mega angry and although I really work a lot, they say I do NOTHING, which makes me mad and I feel like total idiot
Which also means I am pretty broke
I had to buy some clothes because you can imagine since I lost weight, I do not have any fitting pants or so
I have only very little money left, so I will the most likely follow example of my best friend *Allerlei
and I will try to sell some stuff like pillows, cellphone covers (and iPhone "coats") and similar stuff on some site. Of course the main motive would be my animal photos, so I hope some of you might be interested...
I want to make myself happy at least with Canon ZOOM - a photography event in ZOO Brno (nah, my year ticket will also end soon, other money to pay
) and in ZOO Zlin. ZOO Zlin is said to be one of the most beautiful ZOOs in my country and since my last visit, they got many super mega interesting species.. so I just need to use this chance and go.
Of course, since I need money now, I almost stopped selling stuff through dA
I used to sell some product every 14 days, but now I am not very successful
money, I want you XD
I just feel a bit unlucky in these days and with the exception of losing weight, I do not have much possitive to say. Nah.