Sorry! + tired and down, busy + ZOO PHOTOS

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Hi, people!

Thank you for helping me with a thief :hug:

I am tired and totally desperate about the job. I can not even write about it. Everything is just so wrong. You have no chance to achive the results (I am absolutely sure it is a purpose), but you are paid for results. And we have the lowest possible salary. The atmosphere in the work? Let's say that senior officer bought too expensive printer, which needs very expensive colours (what a choice, heh?). But he forbid my colleague to buy original colours for this office's printer. He said that she has to buy non-original, much cheaper colours for this printer – it means a risk, that this expensive printer might be damaged by those non-original colours. But he said that it is my COLLEAGUE, who would be responsible for possible damage of the printer!!!!!!!!!!!!

And THIS goes day by day, every day there is some similar disgusting trouble.
Ok, I am just a newbie, you know? I can expect some bad manners and low salary.
But my colleague is older, she is very experienced, she is very skillful, assertive, she is REALLY so good, I admire her! And the senior treats her like a piece of.... She has a baby, so she needs a job and this person simply uses it. What a...  I mean – it makes me MAD!

I am really down. I have really good education and I had pretty big ambitions – but I am now working for a company with really BAD credit, which is obviously treating its only TWO employees (me and my colleague) as a piece of shit, and I get the minimum wage. I can not believe that, it is simply a nightmare. I need to present „funny job stories" to my pals everyday because if I did not do that, I would go insane!


I am sorry for not posting any journal and sometime not even photos...
I was tired, sleepy and honestly, demotivated and down.
The only thing which pleased me was a kind donation – I was given 3 months premium membership :aww: thank you very much, kind donator! I am usually nervous when I have less than 5 months of PM left, so seeing only one month left was a kind of bad :lol: thank youuuu!


Ok, here comes the feature for winners of both kiribans (oh my, I am SO delayed with my journals!) and for a kind donator. Thank you once more :hug:

And please, people – if I have promised you something, remind me of it, please :(
I am so busy and my head is so full of some crappy problems and so...

I have 85 (!!!!!!!!) unread notes, oh my god, I am SO ashamed :( :( :(
Please, please, wait, people, I WILL answer them :(








KIRIBAN 1
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RIPPLE09 JD by TheRainyWolf Agoraphobic-Blue JD by TheRainyWolf Rae JD by TheRainyWolf
Hockeygirl8605 JD by TheRainyWolf PirateBuddy JD by TheRainyWolf Journal Doll - RainbowLitWickPlz by TheRainyWolf
Keep My Heart Beating by TheRainyWolf One Step Closer And I'll Smack Ya! by TheRainyWolf 5-Point Scene-Dog Adopt -OPEN- by TheRainyWolf







KIRIBAN 2

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Miss Priss by SuicidalMuffins
Naoi by SuicidalMuffins




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Sunrise Edited by CookieRawr Just Between you and me - Drawn by CookieRawr Sunrise in the desert 02 by CookieRawr
himalayan wonder digital WIP 2 by CookieRawr Flowah by CookieRawr Wave 02 by CookieRawr
Sincerity by CookieRawr Glowy plz. by CookieRawr Bloo Sunset. by CookieRawr





Kind donator
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Portrait of Misfortune by FakeKraid

Mature Content

Lost in Thought by FakeKraid
I PromiseWhen morning comes
I will remember your face
Looked like an angel, sleeping

Mature Content

The Happening AddressWhen men first gathered around the fire to sing and tell stories, there were no audiences.  Between those who spoke and those who listened there was no clear division.  Nothing has changed.
The man who sets brush to canvas or finger to string is no more a creator than he who watches or listens, and by his mind informs what the other forms.  Without that activity there would be no art, just as surely as if there were no music or paint, or words.
We gather tonight to remember this unity between creation and interpretation, to remember that 'appreciation' means adding something, to remember that there are no performance artists, because we all perform and all performance is art.
We gather tonight to create, because that is what we are and who we are and what we do, not artists but men.  We write our stories into the stars and we scribble our names in the dust, and so we know ourselves.
Let the creation begin.

CasualtyI put together a puzzle last week; it had two-thousand pieces and eleven.  The finished surface showed the most wondrous picture.
But, there was a piece left over.  It didn't fit anywhere, and the picture was complete.
So, I threw it away and never thought of it again.
M-D-DClinical Depression.
Major Depression.
Recurrent Depressive Disorder.
Unipolar Disorder.
It has a lot of names, probably because nobody really understands it.  I have it.  I have it bad.
What is it?
Well, it's a theory, really.  Or, several competing, sometimes conflicting theories.  There's the monoamine hypothesis, the biopsychosocial hypothesis, the evolutionary hypothesis, and so on.  I can't tell you which, if any of them, is right.  Probably none of them, considering how little we know about the brain (not much) and its relation to thought (nothing whatsoever).  Also, I don't care which, if any of them, is right, because to me depression is not a theory, it's life.  My life, whatever that means.
I can't tell you what my depression is to a doctor or a scientist.  But I can tell you what it is to me.  That part is simple.  But first, let me tell you what it isn't. 
Winter 2011-2012 Haiku set1
Red-gold beams -
The spring towers
Reliving ancient hopes
2
Winter snow below
Winter snow above -
Branches buried
3
The lonely road
Breaking  through
Trees and birdsong
4
Rushes living
Rushes dead -
Croaks and croaks








Ok, at least some promised thing has been finished – and here come the promised photos from ZOO Prague :nod:



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GottaLoveMushrooms's avatar
I am so, SO sorry about your job! That is really annoying and you're right, the senior officer is being ridiculous. I am so so so sorry and I really hope it gets better, you don't deserve that at all. :hug: :hug: :hug: