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Journal Entry: Sun Mar 18, 2012, 7:48 PM

Hi ;)

Thanks for your support, I feel better now :hug:

The bad / sad issue with the stubborn person I love is not fixed, but at least it seems to improve. I am afraid it can never be absolutely ok, which makes me feel sad for that person. You know, you offer a hand, which is refused, while this person wants you to offer a hand, just in a different way, but he refuses to say which way. Mhm. As I say, it brings me down a bit, because this person is sad and I have always done my best to help. The bad thing is, there is no 100% solution. At least it seems to get better and I am grateful for it, although it is kind of difficult to forget some things which have been said and which somehow hurt :)

As I said, the ZOO visit on Friday made me very happy :aww: to be honest, I came to Brno so tired and hungry, that I joined my family in a restaurant (TVD, you remember Richard, right? :giggle:) and ate incredibly big portion of pretty unhealthy food for dinner :XD: but I do not regret, it was delicious and I spent whole day moving :D

I also talked to Allerlei again, we chatted for hour and half :aww: kajusia was invited to my flat for lunch and we had a nice time. I must say that when I am separated from my friends for some time, I usually get into some phase which is a BIT close to depresion. I do not feel like doing anything and it is like my head was totally empty, my hands were heavy and such. I just lay and think if they at least miss me. They are both VERY busy persons with difficult school and many activities, so I understand it, but I can not help it, it always gets me to that state. But when it is them contacting me, showing that they still mind me, it always kicks me to activity and better mood :aww:

Mhm, my annual ticket for ZOO Brno will expire this week, I am afraid :( I think about buying a new one, but I need to consider it. As I am not a student, I would need to pay 600 Czech crowns. Quite a lot :noes: but I will probably pay anyway, because even if I get a job, I will surelly visit this ZOO more than 6 times a year, so it should still work for me. Mhm. It would be easier to pay, if this ZOO did not get worse and worse :oops:

I continue with my attempt to lose weight ;) I got some weight back thanks to my few days of bad mood (god, I spent last weekend in a bed, eating chocolate, because I was so down :oops:), but it is not severe and I will get rid of it again :nod: after I finish this journal, I will exercise and ride a bike again :D

And finally, I had a doctor day on Wednesday XD
After some TEN years, I finally saw a dentist (well, the dentist saw me, to be precise :XD:). I know, you are supposed to visit your dentist at least once of twice a year. But who would like to go to the dentist, heh? ;) our neighbour and long time family friend is a teeth doctor, so she offered me a control without even waiting in the waiting room. I was a bit nervous about the result, ten years are ten years... but when I travelled there in her car, I saw a pheasant which is my lucky sign and I relaxed a lot. And the pheasant was right again, my teeth are healthy and I have no problem with them. Yahooo!

As I left her, I travelled to Brno to meet another doctor to sort out a problem, which was a big pain for several months.
With my left eye, I still see some moving black spots. It is very annoying, especially when I am supposed to drive now. Sometimes I felt like saying ,,sorry, instructor, I can not drive, I have some problems with my eye". It did not cover my view, but as the spots are moving, it gave me illlusion of some car or a pedestrian moving on the left. It was not nice at all. And moreover, it was getting worse. And when I found a white spot in my left iris, I got REALLY scared. Everything I do and everything I love is based on my eyes: drawing, chatting, photography, reading... It would be a disaster if I got some damage. So I visited a doctor. During my journey, I saw another pheasant, so I felt better again. The doctor saw me and the diagnosis is, that I have floaters in my eye. It is supposed to be harmless, just annoying. There is no treatment :( the doctor says that those floaters usually disappear after some time, but it will probably take several months, so I should wait and be relaxed about it, because now I have been told it is nothing serious. If I know it is not serious, I do not need to focuse on those spots and think about them, so it will help me to cope with them. Well, ok, I will try - it was a good message after all. As you can see, the pheasant prophecy ( really works! :P

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Bearded Dragon by Blind-Mag95
Barking Owl 2 by Blind-Mag95 Tasmanian Devil by Blind-Mag95
Salt Water Crocodile 2 by Blind-Mag95 Devil - Fauna Park by Blind-Mag95 Alpine Dingo by Blind-Mag95
Dingo 2 - Fauna Park by Blind-Mag95 Cockatoo 5 - Fauna Park by Blind-Mag95 Lioness by Blind-Mag95

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Mukimpo-kun Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2012
I know someone who has really huge problems with his eyes since he was born. It must be so cruel to have no eyesight... especially if you once had it. I'm happy with your eyes anything is fine.
I also wish you anything with that person you mentioned will get fixed sooner or later... I would probably want to say something else about it... however I won't as I just totally can't judge that problem.

your photos are great as always!
my fave this time is the seal =)
woxys Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2012
thanks for all :hug:
Mukimpo-kun Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2012
you're welcome :hug:
TVD-Photography Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2012  Professional Photographer
Yes I remember! Mmmm makes me want to go back and visit again :D
You know I get like that too sometimes. I think of you and others a lot and how much I want to come back again and again. I should be saving for an apartment so my friends can come stay with me but I can't help it, I just love to travel :XD:

Oh and if this makes you feel better my mum has a floater too but she wanted me to tell you that as time goes by you don't notice it's there anymore. My mum has always had bad eyes since she was a child so maybe hers just won't go away and repair but at least she doesn't notice it anymore. Since you're young and don't wear glasses I would assume it will go away faster :hug:
Draconicat Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2012
Great news about your teeth, and terrific photos! *hugs*
TearsOfWolf Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Woah, I hope your eyes will be better. :(
JiddlePuff123 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2012
You take AMAZING pictures!
ScribalWriter Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012   Traditional Artist
:hug: I'm glad you got good news back from the doctors. I hope everything else works out for you soon as well.
woxys Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2012
oh, thank you, dear! :hug: I got also results of a blood test today, everything was ok :la: I am very happy about it, I am always nervous about my... er... blood sugar limit, as I am terrible afraid of diabetes. But it was ok too :D
ScribalWriter Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2012   Traditional Artist
:huggle: That's great! I'm so glad!
Oh, I understand completely. I had high blood pressure last year and was always so nervous when I had to have a check-up. It doesn't help that my heart starts beating a mile a minute as soon as I step through those doors. My doctor's the nicest person, but for some reason I can't stop myself from reacting like that. :shrug:
woxys Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2012
I totally understand -. but I think it is also very natural :hug:
doctors are always related to health problems - who would not be stressed?
Rukia-Lover Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That first one is cute :meow: Hope everything goes well for you
Redaxelnax Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012
Gorgeous photos :)
Eyes-Freak-17 Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
there should be more widespread info about the harmless-ness of floaters! ゜ω゜. If you don't do it already, drinking lots of water helps with the vitreous gel hydration and the floaters might get smaller, there are also some supplements on the market that help with this kind of problem, they're vitamins complexes so no miracles but they're goot for the general health too ^^ floaters might just drop down with gravity and you won't see them anymore.
White spots on the iris usually are just fat deposits, anyway as long as the retina is healthy, the cornea is transparent (not-conic, not scarred etc etc), tera film is ok, eye pressure is ok, your sight is safe. That ended up being a lot of stuff :icononiwhistle:
GothicLovers Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
I've got floaters as well, I know how annoying they are, only see them when it's a bright day or I look at the sky. It's just dead cells floating around in your eye and as they 'dissolve' they disappear. So nothing to worry about =D

Loving the photos <3
woxys Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012
sure, now I feel better :giggle: thanks :D but I was very scared before I was told it is harmless! :oops:
GothicLovers Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
I was worried before I found out. I've had them on and off for a while, but my vision wasn't worsening so I guessed it was okay =/ I would hate to not be able to see, it's bad enough having to wear glasses all the time =P
wolfnut2985 Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
My eyes do that as well. It can look like stars or a moving tube pointing at something.
FairyStoryteller Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012
Sorry for so many problems, but at least there are some good news! ^^ Godd luck for everything dear!
God-like-thing Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
Being depressed is a bad thing. That's why I promissed myself to never ever get depressed about anything. And boom - I have had terrible rows with my family and time passes and everyone is back to their loving selves. And it applies to all life situations. Depression and anger is just so very unproductive ((c)R.Branson) and time consuming. It doesn't mean you can't be dead serious when it is needed.

Also life has proven that with doctors it is always good to check opinion of several.
rivermoon2177 Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012
I know the feeling of you want to do nothing and it is no fun. Besides that the fact that you wanted to help has to count for something. I can say that I have refused help before and the offer meant something. just be happy that you tried the rest will work itself out somehow.

great news about your eyes and great pictures.
TeaRoses Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012
I'm glad you had no problems at the dentist, and no serious problems with your eye, in the end.

I'm sorry things are hard with this person in your life. It's hard to care about someone and not know how to deal with them.
MidnighBlood Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012  Student General Artist
Glad you are okay! I have a black spot in my left eye, I got used to it because it is so tiny, was told a dust spec or something got stuck there, I think it finally went away though :D So yeah, hope you continue to have lots of fun!
Senrigan-Taki Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012  Professional Artisan Crafter
The more you worry the more bothersome the floaters will be. With how worried you've been about school and driving and your weight, I'm not surprised you've got them.

It may take some time, but believe me, the less you worry and stress your body, the better they'll get :)

Also, that picture of the clouded leopard makes me super happy.
TigerzFanz Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012  Student Filmographer
The clouded leopard pic looks like something out of a computer animated movie.
Love2bd1 Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Trust me I tried offerin an arm to many but they pushed it away with no feeling. They pushed it away unconsciencely I don't know if they want my help though . It's sad because when ever I try helping things get worse but I am Yale things are getting better for you. So yaaaay :)
IamETOH Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Good news, and photos!
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