that's nice. She's always with you in your heart never forget that.
I miss my great grandmother and my maternal grandparents too. They been gone for a few years but now I remember them with much fondness after the tears of grieving has long gone. At least they are happier now so that's all I want for them.
R.I.P to your Nanny. I don't know your feelings, I've never lost anyone close, but I can understand to an extent as we all have someone that we'd hate to live without and knowing that one day we all have to experience pain is devastating enough.