So finally my illness got worse - it is still just a cold, but I had to stay in a bed and I was coughing like having tuberculosis
But since today, I finally feel a bit better. I will have a little walk tomorrow and if I survive (
) I hope to travel to take some new photos as it is snow here now again!
I also prepared some materials as I want to self-study English. I need to improve. I know I have work to do :/ I am especially bad with prepositions and prepositional phrases. And also with the use of "to" - I am never sure if I should say "I am considered a bad person" or "I am considered TO be a bad person".
One nice thing: I do not have nightmares about my thesis anymore, so I kicked myself to write a "thank you letter" to my supervisor. I like her, she is a very skilled young teacher and I was concerned about her opinion on me. I was afraid that she would consider myself to be totally stupid because of my inability to write a good thesis. Her reply was short but nice - it seems she does not think anything bad about me, which really made me feel relieved
Grandda thing: no solution, just deep depression and the feeling of total helplessness. Our family is already so devastated and tired with this